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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i'm a dragon



sorry for the delays in posting. i set this up for eirn to have a cathartic place to post pictures and talk about being a special needs mom. it has never quite gelled into tat. but, i DID have some super cool pictures of zaavan in his halloween costume this year that i wanted to share so here they are. tessa bought him a dragon costume. i LOVE dragons and i thought it was super cool to put him in it, cut off the tail, and then velcro it onto the back of the chair!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

the evolution of brother and sister














































Wednesday, December 12, 2007

a bone. thrown.

(i'm no good for the story side. erin would be the one to lay out in nuanced detail the amazing journey the kids are on. these are simply a few meaty photos i'm tossing out to help keep the wolves at bay.)










Saturday, August 11, 2007

Wiggly tooth!



i have a wiggly tooth! my bottom front right tooth is loose so my mom and my PCA's have to keep checking it so i won't swallow it and choke. when it gets loose enough my mom or dad are gonna have to pull it out! i can't wait for a visit from the tooth fairy!

she ain't heavy, she's my sister





this summer i got a new baby sister! her name is Rowyn Alyse and she is kinda cute. mom and dad let us lie on the floor and play together, but sometimes she gets in my way of the t.v. i don't know what to think of her just yet, she doesn't bug me too much. she just moved into my room last week so now i have to get used listening to her cry at night. the best thing so far about having a baby sister is that now my mom doesn't bug me as much as she used to! my mom and dad seem to like her so i guess i better get used to her!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

without further adieu

what a long strange trip it's been. so much goes on and there's no way to catch you up on all of it right away.

zaavan continues seizure free and we are now in the process of tapering him off his last anti-seizure medication. as a result, he continues to be more alert and interactive with the world around him.

he is still learning how to communicate with us by using 'eye-gaze' and turning his head from one side to the other to indicate 'yes' or 'no'. he is continuing to be more 'vocal' all the time, although he still does not use words. he is still using a head switch with a 'dynavox' to speak for him and make choices, and continues to make progress in this vein.

we do have a major fight on our hands right now with the state goverment over a program that they hyped up to us to help provide funds for zaavan and theraputic equipment and accessibility equipment. but, since we have been approved, it has been nothing but a huge misleading headache. basically, the message is, "funds are available for use! but whatever you want to use them for will not be approved!" in fact, it is as a result of this program and the workers associated with it that we have doubled our debt in the past year. the message was, "get a van, we'll put a lift in it." over and over they gave us that message. we got a van. they then told us they wouldn't put a lift in it. but far too late for us to return it within the 48 hour window we had. and in order to get it we had to consolidate the van into an already existing loan and now the 'negative equity' in the van is so great, we can't sell it back. just one example of the types of headaches we are having with the program right now. the story is much deeper, but i don't have enough knowledge to wax eloquent. we'll have to wait for erin to do that.

and last, but not least, here are some pictures.







Sunday, August 13, 2006

prayer, please.

i have contracted a nasty fungal rash in all of this heat and humidity. i am on cream and antibiotics, but i would like some more of the REAL powerful stuff if i could get it from all of you dear brothers and sisters, please.

thanks. z

Friday, June 09, 2006